Furious!

How would you feel when you are forced to live amongst savages?!
OR
much worse,people who are fully evolved but still act like savages and prove to be a total waste of two billion years of evolution?!


Deliverance is all one wishes for!

History

I really don't recall when I wrote this and under what circumstances but I came across it sometime back---

"Love is a passion and an obsession fr me!! The most divine feelin one can experience in one's natural life! Love to me is utter selfishness.....d selfishness to satisfy oneself by givin one's 200% in lovin ur gal....n revellin in d achievement....leavin nothin to chance n being deliberate n intentional all d time....whether in loving ur gal or hurtin her(through indifference)! Love is to give her ample of chance to realize her mistakes n hatin every second of ur existence if u make one...Love is Perfectionism!"

Kiddish it may seem...But I guess Love is still all of this to me and a lot more!
And I'm still Dreaming On!

Skepticism

Die hard skepticism is one aspect of me that i just cant let go of no matter how hard i try. It comes as a natural instinct(read survival instinct) to me....just like a hard-on!(Excuse me for not being able to find a better simile.) And then, I wonder how harmful or Useful it is for oneself? And if all of us can do it in moderation, just to the right degree at the right moment,wouldn't life become manifest?(Well..I think I can...hmmm...Pretty arrogant ..Yes!) Is being opinionated and judgmental too bad for you? Does it prevent you from taking things at face value,going with the flow and living in the moment?! Is it applying Laws of Friction to your natural thought process?!
I think YES is the answer to most of the these questions.

One of my dear friend told me today that I really think way too much on trivial things and hence complicate my life unnecessarily. Well...thats true. But the sense of satisfaction and pleasure derived from it at the end of the day is worth the pains perhaps! How hedonistically masochistic people can be.


Believe nothing,no matter if I have said it,
unless it agrees with your own reason and common sense.
-Buddha

Come babeh.....light(n not lite)my fire!!

It been really long(and i mean really long) that I've been wanting someone to baffle me....rather jolt me to the marrow! Maybe I'm talking about a thunderbolt...Oh! Don know but whatever it is I want to be struck...soon! (No points for guessing that I am talking about a gal here!)

Life's not all that bad as a single too especially when you think about all those times when you are with your friends, while getting sloshed, driving rash, being restless and going the extra(unnecessary according to her)mile in doing weird things etc. But, still nothing beats the happiness/high/kick/trip you get when you feel for your special someone. [I know it sounded way too mushy but I'm really not averse to getting excessively sentimental. :-)]

Proud to be a Romantic!

I think I can probably write a book on how to love your gal immensely and keep her endlessly happy and it would come with a CD as people learn better from what they see than what they read/hear. Alas! My hidden potentials are never been given the wings. People who know me know that I aint that repulsive a guy too.

What is the freakin problem then?!!

Is it that I'm being too demanding? Is it that I'm an idealist? or Am I too ol' fashioned for my times? or Is there a possibility(far-fetched it may seem)that a chick I refused to go out with in my childhood is exacting revenge by profusely telling gals that I’m impotent!!??!!! Gosh!! I simply don’t know!

But here are my questions---

Is it too much to ask of a gal if I want her to make me laugh?!!

Is it unjust if I ask a gal to talk sense?!

Is it really offensive if I like to listen to soulful music n watch meaningful movies and choose not to go crazy for senseless songs and wastebasket movies?

Will I be going over-board if I want to glorify woman empowerment by asking her to be a rebel (and I mean sticking to what she thinks is right and not giving in)?!!

And last but not the least is it too tough to understand me and reciprocate accordingly?!

I hope she answers all my queries and straightens me out soon!

:-)

The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person.

:-) (Wont totally agree with it yet will do....in the heat of the moment.)

Adieu!